To My First Love

How can u hate a person from 1 second to another...after all the years you known me...now the time has come for us to depart and go our seperate ways...you have done a lot...those of good and evil...you have helped me learn the ways of this mysterious world...you have taught me to be a man...you actually played a part in the creation of the being that i stand as today...I tend to lose my patience at times but you taught me it is needed...you gave me confidence,swagger,you got me fresh...taught me how to distinguish real from fake...my whole style is created by your works...my whole persona...but on the other hand...you put me in jail...almost got me killed...made people hate me..envy me...filled them with jelousy...trickery and kanivance...you have tried to make me swallow my pride...at one point stripped me of it till i had none...you gave me drugs...you made me an alchoholic...you stripped me of my family...because of you i was homeless once...you took it all...gave it back and took it again...you introduced me to shame,distress,emotional agony,excruciating pain,i cant describe in words all you have put me threw...does it add up...nope...you know why....because its not math...its science...to be understood for those that dont...i dont fully understand yet...i have yet to learn...but i have learned enough...enough about you to know well enough that me and you can never again be 1...me and you are not compatible and i dont think i can ever compromise nor will i ever stoop myself down to your dirty ways...so as much i hate to say it...good bye STREETS ...until the day we meet again...